My Life Right Now

Thinking 1 December 2009 | 12 Comments

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  • Financially we’re in a bad place, which means it’s really hard to eat well but there is no excuse to over-eat. We’re trying to stay calm and figure out the next step. My husband has some home projects that will bring in money, that helps, but that will only get us so far.
  • The holidays are coming or are here, or whatever. I am not a fan. I grew up a little Jewish girl so I don’t have fond xmas memories and even if I did I’m pretty sure I’d hate it all now considering all the commercialism and how mean everyone gets. I tend to go into hibernation mode all of December.
  • I have  had a few doctors appointments lately,  but I feel like they are all pointless. It’s like I keep hoping someone can explain all my problems but I just go in circles.
  • I am going to be able to have a table in a bazaar at work next week to sell my photography, I’m nervous, plus I had to order some prints to sell, which we can’t afford but I know I have to do this.
  • I feel a lot of things in my life just aren’t working the way they are right now, I don’t know what that means I just know this is how it seems to me right now.
  • I am getting back into the gym thing again, I figure a good excuse to go is to release all the pent up anger I have right now.

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